Let go

I went to sleep feeling heavy and so earth bound. And responsible. It is partly good. But I miss being light and sparkly and like a butterfly. I went through a time past of feeling special and being so aware of my own energy and that of others. Now I am holding all the parts of my life so tightly, I just realized. Like in kindergarten when my classmates killed our hamsters by holding onto them too tightly.
I woke with two words in my mind: let go. When I trust, and release my death grip on all the pieces of my life, they don't all disappear. I am not in a circle where the forces fling everything away from me. The forces hold all that is best for me in tight.
Let go. Trust.

PS - for me, this works. Letting go allows me to enjoy all my life is full of. My afternoon after the "let go" nap was light and loving.
sarah