Today is realizing ni ni fu ni. Two but not two.
I am not moving through the sorrow of tom's death into a time of joy. Neither did i leave the joy of our life together to enter the sorrow of his death.
I am holding sorrow and joy at once. In the same vessel.
As i expand my capacity i realize all potentials are within me and i am within all potentials.
Neither grasping nor pushing away are useful.
The still point and the dance are not separate.
The hurricane swirls around the eye of the storm.
The eye of the storm is integral to the mighty winds.
Two but not two. The true aspect of all phenomena is consistent from beginning to end.
Awakening to this awareness my tension abates.
I dont have to hold myself together. I contain and am contained by all.
Without efforting.
It is the mystic law -- the way life works.
beautiful.
ReplyDelete